Haha, just trying to multitask but it's kind of hard. I'm waching this Korean drama called Hello! Baby and posting this entry. I'm not great at multitasking so its kind of hard reading the subtitles and typing this. >_< Whatever, killing two birds with one stone anyways so I'll just stick to doing this. Anyhow~! I haven't gone on here for a long time. LJ doesn't seem to be that interesting anymore and I just joined. I think that it's too hard to actually tell my heart out by typing here since there's others that can see what I've typed. Grrr, stupid drama keeps freezing on me. Maybe I should give up on it. Well, to make this entry a bit more interesting, I guess I should talk more stuff about myself thats not on my profile.

Wait----I quitted on Hello! Baby cause it was like..err..uhhh..no...haha >_<
Well, I'm watching this mv and man the person's voice is deep and strong. They're called I the Tri Tops. Haha, such a weird and random name, seriously! But they remind me of SG Wannabe. If you haven't heard of SG Wannabe then you need too! They're R&B and man are they the bomb! They're Korean and only sing the ballads stuff. Everytime when I listen to their songs, I cry because I remember the mv to the songs and then my heart starts hurting. The mv's are so sad that the pain comes and right where my heart is. I can't breathe for a few seconds and I feel so emotional. Anyhow, go check them out, they're awesome. And I the Tri Tops aren't that bad either. Not bad at all.

I'm also looking at this mv by Academy Fantasia. WoW! I didn't know that they sing Never Say Goodbye for the kdrama called My Girl! Ho Ho Ho, I'm happy now. I shall go look for more music.

Yeah, I guess that in my life now, I feel like I always have to know whats going on with the music industry. Always thirsting for more music artists and songs. And sorry, but I just love listening to Asian music so even though I was born and live in the USA, I only listen to Asian music...so....heh...heh.....

Ahaha, I didn't write much about myself. Oh well, I'll write more later.

So  today's New Year, and what am I doing? Sitting on my couch on the comp with a show on the t.v. talking about God. And I don't even believe in God!! I should change the channel but I'm to lazy. 

I don't know why people make such a big deal about New Year, but to me, it's just another day to go through. No special thingy.

You know, with so many people in LiveJournal, willing to share their life with others, it's hard, isn't it? I joined here to do exactly that, but I can't seem to share my heart's content with others when they're always trying to be critics and etc.

Anyhow, I'll try to write in here everyday, if I can. The last time I had an LJ for a day, I forgot my password and was to lazy to find out what it was. I guess I'm not that devoted to things. Its like being bipolar or something. For a day, you want to exercise and be fit for life to be healthy, and the next day, you're the total exact opposite of what you were the day before. I wouldn't call myself bipolar but if this is what it is, then I guess?

I feel a bit lightheaded and a bit relaxed. You know, I like to be random. So I'll just say random things, okay? I want to eat sushi right now. Dipped in wasabi and soysauce. I want to learn Korean thoroughly with the help of my Korean friend (without her getting all !!#$!!$%@ at me). I want to draw again like I use to. I want to live a happy life. I want to die when I can't wipe my butt anymore. I want to do what I want to do for the rest of my life. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life. This world is a good and bad thing for us. Humans kill humans. We take advantage of everything and before you  know it, earth doesn't even exist anymore. I want to escape.

Exactly. I don't understand any of this stuff on livejournal but I'll learn to be "one" with it. Ha-ha. Anyhow, its a bit complicated now since I don't understand any of this stuff except just to keep adding my posts on here. Maybe I'll find friends to discuss about all of this confusion...or not.

New Year. I don't know why but when then the New Year is over, I look forward to it eagerly, but when it comes, well...its a different story there. In my culture, my New Year is a bit different from other Races. Theres this festival in which my parents forces me to go to and I have to wear the custom clothing no matter what. It's such a drag! I should start describing the outfit so you'll understand the hardships I go through, haha XD. Well first, there are many different kinds of custom clothing that people can wear but in my family, we wear a set of clothing with a shirt and pant and set that consists of a skirt and shirt. Now, they aren't regular shirts and pants and skirts like in America. They're hand made with this kind of felt material but sometimes the material may be different. Then there's the money (it's actually just fake money) that dangles with beads connected to these square pouches. You attach the pouches with a string on each side then wrap it around your body. And lastly, there's this big necklace that you have to wear on top of that! Now, this is only the girls clothing. Then men's clothing is a bit similar but different in its own way. Also, we have to wear hats! Anyhow, did i mention that everything is super duper heavy??!! Crap! You have no idea unless you're my race, haha~ it's true! Maybe I gave too much of a crappy description so I'll add pictures on here to show you what I really mean!!



So do you guys understand what I go through now?! Haha, well the first pic is a pic of my little sister, but in this picture, she's not wearing mych money nor the necklace. The second picture is my cousing wearing the skirt version. I have other pictures, but I'm too lazy...? So I'm getting to the point about New Year! Ok~! So I eagerly wait for the New Year Festival because the food court is the bomb!! And why I hate going to the festival?? WELL~~~look at what I have to wear! Yippe yooha~~~.

So why  does this kind of festival even exist? To celebrate the New Year, the HMONG way! :)